New beginnings

 A new chapter is always crazy. You never know when it is coming or if you are living it.

Whether we like it or not we are living on one of our old prayers. Prayers get answered. It might take time but they do. It sucks I know. The older you get the more you want or the clearer the picture you want gets.

We need to start living. We can't be scared forever. We deserve to make memories. You can't keep being overwhelmed and sad. You deserve to be happy.

Life is truly unpredictable. Make the most of it. You can't be crying 99% of the time. The road is guaranteed to get rough. It's just a matter of you being the bigger person and choosing you first. Don't be afraid to leave and start over. Even if they get mad they don't matter. You can't leave your life according to other people's expectations. One thing I can tell you for free is they don't think much about you when they make life decisions that affect their lives.

It is necessary to make selfish decisions. As you get older you, you will realize that the right people will choose to stay. The bystanders will leave. There's a low chance that you are still friends with people you are friends you were with 10 years ago. Sometimes no one is the problem but we just grow apart.

You can't tell me that you still have the same priorities you had 10 or 15 years ago. Now you must probably be focused on everything about you. You take calculated risks. They may not make sense to someone else but they should make sense to you.

Life is always unpleasant and unpredictable. Do yourself a favor and fight for what you want. If you feel the state or stage you are in is not working for you, please don't feel threatened to start over. We all deserve to be happy.

We have sad days but that does not mean they should be permanent. If something or someone is not working or aligning with your values, don't ever be afraid to start a new chapter without them. I know we are afraid to start over but we should be brave.

We watch superhero movies and embrace them. Why can't we be superheroes in our on lives? Fear cannot keep taking controlling us. We deserve good memories. If we were to seat down and count the opportunities we missed upon there is a hight change we might become sad.

It's hard to let some things go but when it's time it is time. Priorities change as you get older. All that matters now is that my bills are paid and I'm content. You have to stop being a budden at some point.

We all want to be young and taken care off but our parents deserve a break also. Those toxic partners must be let go. It sucks but it should happen. How will you grow up otherwise? 

Your family should be proud of you not resent you. Being life of the party comes to an end at some point. We need to be responsible and accountable for the things we do. We are aware of what is wrong and what is right. Do yourself a favor and acknowledge when you are wrong and fix it.

Time is precious and unpredictable. We honestly do not know when our time will be up. The least you can do for yourself is leave spaces that do not benefit you and learn to apologize when you are wrong.

Speak up when you are not happy. Don't live your life in uncertainty. It's not fair. Work on yourself constantly. You deserve to be happy. The pleasing must stop. We are aware of what is wrong or right.